Dubliners

Its really depressing how much Little Chandler in "A Little Cloud" reminds me of myself, especially since he himself is like the most pathetic man in the world (tm). Read the story here
However, my favorite story from dubliners would have to be Araby, because it also sort of reminds me of me but I just think its better. Maybe its just the line "But my body was like a harp and her words and gestures were like fingers running upon the wires."

Fucking bandage

You know, today was fairly decent until I got home. Nothing went wrong academic wise, I hung out with Zack and Jaya and Lucas a helluva lot, I was mad funny in acting class...
And then I get home, and I want to read this library book, and Elisa says no, and I lash out and throw shit at her, and then on the way out of her room I fucking slap the door, right? But the door's made of glass, and now one of the panes is wrecked. And my hand hurts. I got a couple cuts, no glass in them though. I'm wearing a sort of bandage thingy.

And I know I wasn't so upset because of a fucking book, I know it was something else.
Personally, I think its just that whole attitude Elisa has towards me where she fucking calls me stupid and clumsy and always shoves me around and shit. I can't stand being called fucking incompetent and dumb all the time. Sometimes, I'm willing to act stupid cos its funny, and sometimes I act really dumb, but I'm not _really_ dumb and completely untrustworthy.

Actually, I am. Untrustworthy, that is. Fuck I've been eating way too much lately. Tomorrow, I will only eat what is in my lunchbag. (and a breakfast and a dinner, of course). And I will try to act fairly competent, and I will..... oh, god, I don't know. I need to stop being so angry. Fuck this PMS. It heightens my frustration at her fucking attitude.