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Why can't I have a fucking fist fight?
I wanna be Tyler Durden.
Or, you know, "Narrator". Whichever's more convienient.
Probabably the latter, as I am more the female equivilant of Edward Norton than Brad Pitt.
I don't have time for any of this. I need to stop taking these stupid classes. I cannot possibly go to a college with a core curriculum, because anything I'm not _completely_ into, I can't do. Like... uhm... anything but fucking goofing off and reading.
It doesn't help at all that I'm getting fucking letters from fucking colleges every two seconds: "you're a motivated youngster. You belong at." "Based on your PSAT scores, we think that you fit the criteria to come to ." Well, I don't fit your _fucking_ criteria, because I'm only getting a fucking B+ average, I'm not the head of any clubs yet (and its already _10th grade!_), and I'm not black.
I don't need this pressure yet. Some people thrust it upon themselves--some people were already studying for the SAT now. I am going to start over the summer. Picture it. It'll be sweltering hot. We'll be up in the campgrounds. Half of my focus will be on a bunch of rowdy, screaming 5 year olds, the other half on fucking analogies.
I don't need to study for the fucking SAT. I need to stop taking Civ and Algebra. And possibly Spanish.
See, senior year, I'm thinking that I'll take: AP AB Calc, English 12, AP Physics, Astronomy and that's fucking it. No way in hell you'll get me to take any more Spanish with Montaturo (I fucking made him a CD and he gave me an 80 on that test! What good is sucking up if it doesn't work?), nor will you get me to ever take more history courses than I must (unless its like, historical linguistics/philosophy. But that's nothing like Civ. Civ is boring-ass Aurangzeb and Miguel Hidalngo and Michael Faraday.)
I wanna be Tyler Durden.
Or, you know, "Narrator". Whichever's more convienient.
Probabably the latter, as I am more the female equivilant of Edward Norton than Brad Pitt.
I don't have time for any of this. I need to stop taking these stupid classes. I cannot possibly go to a college with a core curriculum, because anything I'm not _completely_ into, I can't do. Like... uhm... anything but fucking goofing off and reading.
It doesn't help at all that I'm getting fucking letters from fucking colleges every two seconds: "you're a motivated youngster. You belong at
I don't need this pressure yet. Some people thrust it upon themselves--some people were already studying for the SAT now. I am going to start over the summer. Picture it. It'll be sweltering hot. We'll be up in the campgrounds. Half of my focus will be on a bunch of rowdy, screaming 5 year olds, the other half on fucking analogies.
I don't need to study for the fucking SAT. I need to stop taking Civ and Algebra. And possibly Spanish.
See, senior year, I'm thinking that I'll take: AP AB Calc, English 12, AP Physics, Astronomy and that's fucking it. No way in hell you'll get me to take any more Spanish with Montaturo (I fucking made him a CD and he gave me an 80 on that test! What good is sucking up if it doesn't work?), nor will you get me to ever take more history courses than I must (unless its like, historical linguistics/philosophy. But that's nothing like Civ. Civ is boring-ass Aurangzeb and Miguel Hidalngo and Michael Faraday.)
